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Come Little Children
I'll Take Thee Away
Into A Land Of Enchantment
Come Little Children
The Time'S Come To Play
Here In My Garden Of Shadows
Follow Sweet Children
I'Ll Show You Thee Way
Through All The Pain And The Sorrows
Weep Not Poor Children
For Life Is This Way
Murdering Beauty And Passions
Hush Now Dear Children
It Must Be This Way
To Weary Of Life And Deceptions
Rest Now My Children
For Soon We'Ll Away
Into The Calm And The Quiet
Come Little Children
I'Ll Take Thee Away
Into A Land Of Enchantment
Come Little Children
The Time'S Come To Play
Here In My Garden Of Shadows
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Wolf Song...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PznzYFwjod8&feature=related
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Lilium Boys Choir Russia
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=07UwP3kHTTk&feature=related
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Russian levan polka nightcore , it's in the youtube link
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4FLzMCH5rFo
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I've heard about the school burn... About the big "gift" them burglars have promised the school... In the end... Their gift was death , pain and agony. Pure torture. I have heard about the army helping to try saving these innocent children... But most have saved a life and gave theirs away... Their lives were in their hands... The school was burnt partialy down... No roof... Not many walls standing ... It is now a grave yard for all them bodies recovered... Why this pain? Why do these sick people have to do such things? Why just stand there under the radar and not do ANY THING about it? Well I'm not just going to stand there and do nothing. Even if it won't work at first , I shall fight to my goal... Changing the world. I pray for all these souls... I pray for all these brave young soldiers that sacrifice their life for a childs... For a womans... Thank you... You aren't forgotten... I have so much to write more but most of you won't even care. All you're happy about is staying in your house , watching TV , hanging out with friends every day at a pizza shop , your little "perfect" life. Well I'm not just going to stand there and follow the path you've chosen. I would make a change in this world. That is a promise. No matter how much time it takes I would make a change in this world... For them poor innocent unfortunate souls.
I probably made no sence to you... The feelings came right out of my chest.. The rage and guilt... This pain and mercy... They were innocent lives!
Bless your path...
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Special moon : Saturday , 5 mai , 2012.
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Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No.
Girl: If I left would you cry?
Boy: No.
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No.
Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No.
Girl: Which would you pick, me or your life?
Boy: My life.
Hearing this, the girl turns and starts running away with tears. The boy chases after her and stops her.
Boy:
You don't cross my mind because you are always on my mind.
I don't like you because I love you.
I don't want you because I need you.
If you left I would die, not cry.
I wouldn't live for you because I would die for you.
I wouldn't do anything for you because I would do everything for you.
But I would still pick my life because you are my life.
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Hurting for a Very Hurtful Pain
What's hurting me? Why does it hurt?
Why am I so hurting to hurt?
Oh, it hurts, the pain's so bad
Why does it hurt so bad as this?
Ah, I want to tell you how much it hurts,
I want you to be the only one to know
Oh, it's awful, so very awful
Why does it feel so bad as this?
I want you, it's you I want
The pain's right here in my chest...
Yes, I was the one who did it
Yes, I've wounded myself
It goes away naturally when I leave it be,
But this pain just keeps coming back
When I close my eyes, all I know
Are the things I can't see
It's unreasonable to the extreme
Someone must know my anguish...
Don't come near, don't come here
Don't let it get you so excited
Don't mind, don't pay it any mind
Just stop shouting your head off
Go away, go away, yes,
I'll be gone into thin air soon enough,
So feign normalcy, and put up with...
it.
Oh, it hurts, the pain's so bad
Why does it hurt so bad as this?
Ah, I want to tell you how much it hurts,
I want you to be the only one to know
Oh, it's awful, so very awful
Why does it feel so bad as this?
I want you, it's you I want
The pain's right here in my chest...
Well, it's happened again
I can't pin down the cause
I'm being hit with a big one now;
The pain's a aching, a throbbing, a buzzing...
If I keep quiet, no one will ever know
No one but me will have a clue
So I won't shout, I won't cause chaos,
And I'll keep leading an uneventful life...
Yes, that's right, you've got it,
Just put up with it, and it'll clear right up
Just do that, keep it up,
Keep fooling yourself with that
Fly away, fly away, well,
I'll send a sign from my side
Bluffing all the time is so tiring, isn't...
it?
With the brain, one can make even pain into pleasure;
Greedy from boundless possibility, they'll want to do it all;
BUT
Getting into a rut looking back,
Rewinding back through time,
Slow-motion replaying the good parts,
Trying to avoid God -
It can't be done.
Your pain, yes, your pain - what is it that it's hiding?
If it can't be done, if it can't, of course you'll seek help...
right?
Soon, yes, soon enough,
My duty too will be concluded
Because finally, at long last,
I'll be able to liberate you
But, hm, yes, let's see,
Since you'll want to remember at times,
I'll show myself again when you've forgotten
So don't get too full of yourself,
And take just the slightest bit of care...
okay?
It's gone, nowhere,
I can't find it anywhere at all
The pain is all gone now,
No more hardship anymore
You're gone, nowhere,
I can't find you anywhere at all
But the pain should be gone with you,
And the hardship should be gone...!
It still hurts, why does it hurt?
What could be paining me so terribly?
This is just what I was waiting for,
So what about it feels so unfulfilling?
Oh, it hurts, the pain's so bad
What hurts so much this time?
It shouldn't hurt anymore, but...
The awful pain's right here in my chest...
What's hurting me? Why does it hurt?
Why am I so hurting to hurt?
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Mother, Father, I'm sorry now
My knees are trembling, while sucking my thumb
Brother, Sister, I'll see you later
I'm reckless i these worn out shoes!
With vanity spreading the size, take the pattern paper
If it's all right, I'll substitute them.
I grumbled that I wanted to be loved
If only I could find a tougher scissor
I would cut off that face!
Hear the words of the almighty omniscience
you need nothing except brains
Why not? I don't know.
I got hurst while swinging the creation of tomorrow
To fill the gap behind the seams
Everybody, goodbye. Sensei, I hope your fine
I drool as the drops throb my chest
Is that what you honestly see?
You will make real idiot out of yourself!
Is that what you honestly see?
You will make real idiot out of yourself!
Ah, it's still not enough
the sewing machine must be bigger,
so it can go through the heart
Hear the words of the almighty omniscience
You need nothing except brains
Why not? I don't know.
I got hurt while swinging the creation of tomorrow
to fill the gap behind the seams!
I have nothing left, I have nothing left, I teared everything
In this cell laying inside the sea of strings
So I won't let myself be thrown away
Not even in that place I used to live!
Proof of existence
Ah, shut up, body full of lies
I want to finish this, I want to cheat.
Not the answer
Don't you want tot change?
Don't you want to rise?
Nothing? This isn't me!
I pull off one thousand broken seams
I cut the fire of my mortal life as my days boil
It doesn't matter who I become, I want to change.
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