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This morning while I was lying down, and practicing my breathing techniques I had a vision. I know slot of people may say it was just a dream but it wasn't I was fully awake, I could feel my body resting on the floor and I was able to think about the vision as I had it but I couldn't open my eyes/"wake up".

In the vision I'm both looking out through my own eyes and watching from above as a spectator. I see myself with the duel vision sitting on the ground with is some sort of hard packed mulch with my legs curled to the side and my arm supporting me, I'm wear tight and semi-revealing clothes and smirking into the darkness. Around me is a circle of people, all watching me, smiling but not nicely and its about that time that I registered that I wasn't dreaming and I started trying to figure out how to get out of there, I also realized that "I" wasn't in control of my body and no matter how I tried I couldn't move a muscle. I was forced to watch my body stand in a provocative manner and walk in the same way over to one of the men surrounding me. I saw myself start to touch and kiss him and I knew I was screaming at myself to stop but my body just kept smirking and touching and the sight was making my stomach turn. Finally I just slammed my mental "eyes" Shut and pulled away from the vision as hard as I could, after that I just opened my eyes and I was back laying down on my back and fine. I've spent all day trying to distract my mind and convince myself it's my imagination but I can't. I was then and am still now scared by what I saw. Can someone please help me with whatever this is? Any advice helps even "You ate too much sugar and hallucinated" would be welcome.

Thank you to anyone who takes the time to read this.
Liza