Greetings, thank you for paying attention to my worries, here goes the story:
In spring break 2022 my grandmother died from cancer. I am christian and I felt so much peace and joy when she passed away and left all the family issues and body pain behind, it was 5:05 pm (I could swear) and I went to her house to say goodbye, she used to live with an aunt and her family just 2 houses front of my own house. I couldn?t bare the pain of my family, I was worried for them, not for the inmortal soul of my grandmother. I felt something broke inside me, that I will miss her and I will some day forget about her voice and presence, yet something strange happened 3 days before her death. The whole family and even family friends had, the same night, a dream where she manifested somehow and said goodbye, but not with me.
I had sleep paralysis that night, and I was so happy, because I was seeking to have something like that for a while, back then. I have a pug, and at first I thought she was under my bed, because I fell asleep hearing music and looking at my phone in a weird position, as if I was checking my armpit odor or just skratching my ear with my elbow, Lol. The thing is that I realized I was in paralisis and I heard scratches on the wall just at the bottom of my bed, and I looked straight at my closet and mentally asked "Is anybody there?" To which a growl answered occasionally. It was a deep grolw of a woman, and It didn?t do much more than that.
Years later, this monday 5 of August 2024, I had a dream in which at my university I was mocking the fact that someone could die and stay stranded in my University. A loud scream of hate and agony yelled at me waying "Shut up", "I hate you", and some curses. Then I kinda kept it up and the screams just seem to get louder or closer, up to the point I heard "Do you want to die?" and the rest of phrases but in such a hateful scream, like when someone screams and you cant?recognize gender, that type of hate scream. I woke up, and today 8 of August 2024 I?m gonna stand right where in my dream I met that entity and just be aware of it if I can concentrate and percieve whatever comes to me and a friend who is in on this.
I just want to know if someone knows why I didnt ?t see my grandmother, and why do I get suddenly invaded by these entities when (and as you could?ve guesses) I am a very joyful person who is not afraid of experiences. Also to share my story, I?ll update later today when I do my investigation and talk about it right here. Yet, if I could read someone?s comment, opinon, warning, point, argument, etc; i would be very gratefull.