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LostHowler
Name: LostHowler
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Tue, 29 Oct 2019
Membership: Member


Personal Bio
I'm going to be fully honest in this bio, you can see it as the story of my Wiccan life. My interest in Wicca started in 9th grade when I was dealing with a lot of supernatural forces. That is when I first found this website and started studying, but not as a Wiccan, I was here for the sake of Magick. At this time I knew a guy who was into satanic magick and was looking for a potion to take away both our magick abilities. I never succeeded and later learned that this guy was possessed (I have more to say about this, but that's for another time). In the end I never saw him after a traumatic night where a cursed stone turned my friend against me. I started to lose interest in magick due to this experience and stopped visiting this website.
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In 12th grade I started looking more at the Wiccan religion once more, but this time with a serious study of it. I fell in love with the ideas and started to follow them. I was planning on celebrating Beltane with a friend who was also looking into Wicca. Before Beltane arrived I told my mom of my new found beliefs, something to understand is that I'm from an LDS family who is super religious, and of course my mom freaked out that Wicca was of the Devil no matter how I tried to explain it. I understand she was scared for me, but it still was upsetting not to be listened to and accepted. I immediately dropped all thought of Wicca.
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During 12th I had tried to hunt down this website to no availability, and I searched hard and long. I am now in college. The other night watching a video completely u related to any aspect of Wicca, the thought of my cat came into my mind. She passed away about a year or so ago and I dearly miss her. We were very close and in 9th grade I saw her as my familiar, though there was no ritual done. She honestly got me through so much and I don't know how I could be this happy has I not had her help. When I thought about her I remembered how I had seen images of her appearance after, images I deeply believe were her spirit visiting and making sure I was alright. At this thought I felt the need to find this website once more, it was late at night and I was ready to go to sleep, but I decided one search and if it doesn't pop up I'll leave it be. I never expected to find this website again since I struggled so hard to find it last time. But this time I simply searched spells and it popped up. I was surprised to say the least. The moment I opened the website and the home page loaded I was presented with an image of a cat and text saying that this weeks focus was familiars. I was shocked. I don't know what lead me to find this place again, but I sincerely believe it was a positive force.
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I have no done some of the runes in here, which I never believed in before, and they fit my situation perfectly, as well as my horoscopes.