HELP

It sounds like your loss is still very fresh. I think you need some time to heal before deciding what you want to do next. If they came back once, they may come back again. Would you want to wonder if it was your spell or their actual love for you that made them return? I believe you should wait. Do you know that statistically, the best and longest lasting relationships go through a few small breaks? The time apart allows both sides to re-establish their individual identities and independence which allows for a healthier relationship than those that become extremely dependent on one another to the point of being incapable of coping apart. You're not thinking clearly right now, you are reacting from pain. Calm down. They aren't dead. You have time to patch things up the right way. Let both sides settle down and see what happens.

You are right it is still fresh for me. The inly thing is she is already out with other ppl and i am sitting here hurting. She is spending time with a ex that hurt her. I have tried benin a friend n icant i miss and want her back terriblely. I feel as tho i am dying i want to believe she will b back. We have gone this 3 times already. My love for her is strong sobis my want n my will....i just eant her back all the things she promised i want what she promised me...i want her