Greetings,
I am Mehlisue. I am 52 years young and have lived a life of searching threw confusion between what I knew and what I was being told. This is not as bad as it sounds, only honest as I am just now in the past three years learning my true self.
I am a Christian as well what is termed a "wise one" that seems to be a natural knowledge as I have come to understand the terms.
I have been associated with a Coven in Canada and am considered a Friend of Wicca and have had many blessings from this coven and learning from them to be myself and understand who I am in the Beloved God of us all.
I am adjusting to the combination of my Christian faith and my natural state of spiritual knowledge that does not "line up" with conventional dogma of the Christian religious.
I am not sure how to describe my "ability" other than to give a short example of such.
I know by way of dreams when a child is to be concieved and birthed and condition of the pregnancy and sex and health of child.
I threw vision and dreams know of events in the future. Often when they occur I can only wait to see how they applyl.
I have some experience with speaking to the departed spirits.
I enter a place I call the libary and this has happened from early childhood. This place is a vast building of books full of knowledge and I am learning more and more how to read what I see.
I am audio based as I hear from spirit and do not have sight to see as many.
In short, some times I just know what I know and do not have a clue where it comes from.
I have a "dream guide" I call them, that walks with me in the visions and dreams and teaches me what the meanings are or how they apply.
As a Christian, I place all the credit of the abilities in me to the grace and mercy of the creative father, and follow the teachings of my Lord as a Brother and teacher in my life believeing the words he spoke and still speak are the words and directions of the Creator for me.
I realize that I come from a maternial blood line of "gifts" and until my Grand mother, they were not of the Christian faith.
I have some past life memory, or could be DNA menory of family of past life.
This I still continue to uncover.
I am a student for now, learning to walk the path of help and the "work" for myself that I was called into.
Thankyou for sharing your interesting history with us. We have a chritian pagan coven here - I don't know much about them but if you are interested I am sure they can help you.
I hope to see more of you around the forums and look forward to your input. I am a 54 year old solitary witch and follow a wiccan pathway. I was a christian at one time but no longer believe in the male dominated God. I now follow the Goddess and the God and find the balance much more to my liking.
