I am a lost soul
forever searching for the correct path
that I know does not exist
the blood stains are the only path, the one that will enevitibly lead me to my death.
in a fight for the for the world
good against evil
dark or light
who will win you ask
no one knows except those that fight
for this is a fight of eternity
always changing sides
then again and again
repeating the same mistakes over and over
what is paridise?
never knowing what will happen next
that is the only paridise
because as it stands we are doomed to fight this war forever
and just when we think it is over
the tides turn again
and we will repeat the fatal flaw over and over
what is this fatal flaw you may ask
it is human emotion
the ability to change your mind then
and in the next instant go against everything that makes up who you are
and then...
nothing
your world is upside down
and now
you find youself searching for the path again
and what is the reason
heading right back into the face of danger
ending our lives
and just as we see our so called "lives" flash before our very eyes
we relize that we will just be stuck in this neverending whirlwind
that is when we come to notice another way out
but it is to far to grasp
just out of reach
now we are stuck,
stuck just trying to make life better
trying to reach this "other" path although we know not where it leads
with only hope
hope is on our side
so we keep striving for this second path
still with only hope keeping us alive
in the end we all give up
every last one of us
our "lifes" dream...
given up
relentlessly sending us back down the blood staind path to find our death once again
only to find that the other has given up as well
and there is no will
no will to fight
we shall in the end become immortaly traped in friendship with our eternal enemy
finally both sides grasping what
this so called "life" is supposed to mean
putting down arms and
in agreement
begin to shape
what most would call
a "new" or "better"
world for every body
friend and foe alike
now embraced and inter-twined
see each other face-to-face
and
eye-to-eye
I wrote this on 12-29-07 as a way to release stress and to put into words how i feel at this point in my life.
Most of you probably don't know this about me but i love to write poetry. This is my first attempt at writing a more dark and sinister form of poetry.
I got my inspiriation to write this peice from one of my close friends from this site that does not wish to be named, and i will honor that wish.
But you know who you are and i thank you for the inspiration. And I am truely sorry for what you are going through.
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