This is going to be a bit of a long story. About A half A year ago or so I started having dreams of a guy (looks about 16) that I have never met. And before anyone hits me with "Oh, it's someone you met somewhere in real life or passed" It will not go away like most dreams and has crossed into reality. In my dreams he would show up in my school, On my street, Even in my own house. After a while they stopped and I thought I had come to the simple conclusion that this was just my mind resetting itself or a metaphor for my loneliness (as depressing as that sounds.)I'm a very sad person in general so it would seem like it would make sense that my mind just couldn't take much more and this was its way of staying semi-stable. Then, I started to hear the guys voice during school and at home sometimes. At this point, I'm second guessing my sanity constantly to the point where I feel sick because of how much I think I'm really just screwed up. I feel like its just all something made up in my head and I need help because of this. Tell me if something similar has happened, If you have advice, please leave it and tell me what you think is happening please and thank you
I would try meditation or maybe a spirit banishment ritual. Your situation seems to be as if your subconscious manifested a huge amount of negative energy. Think of it as you cast a dream to reality spell but only in this case it was your subconscious casting a "haunt me" spell. There also is the possibility that it could be a spirit trying to connect with you. It started in dreams and now you hear him that could mean your a budding psychic or medium.
Before we jump to any magical conclusions here, I'd like to approach this from a logical and scientific standpoint. It may well be that you might have some kind of schizophrenia. I'm no psychologist, but I reccomend seeing a mental health professional immediately. Especially if you are hearing voices.
Thats what I'm afraid of actually. I kind've told myself if i don't see this person by the time school starts i'm giving up on the idea of it and deeming myself insane.
I looked up warning signs and stuff like that and i'm pretty sure I don't have it, I don't have disorganized speech or tendencies to snap or become hostile, I don't fit it well enough from what I can tell (also no sort of psychologist) to actually be schizophrenic, The website also said it is hereditary, no one in my family ever had this and it said it had a 10% chance of happening and being triggered because it could be passed down but never actually happen to the person who has it in their genes
