Enter Equilibrium

First get into the meditational trance. After your mind is clear and you feel your energy awaiting use, imagine yourself as a demon, think very carefully into what that demon is and what they are like, take notes if you have to. Then alter that image into that of an angel, then do the same thing. After you have gathered enough information about them separately, imagine their bodies fusing into one singular being, and learn what it is like. Once you find yourself satisfied, you may open your eyes and continue with your day, but know that your soul currently will take that form until you release the spell. To do this, you simply imagine the being unfusing and the two halves of them fading away as they step away from each other. You should now know a little more about yourself, and hopefully, be able to be comfortable with your existence. I have tested this spell and it works almost perfectly.