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this subject is pulling me in so many different directions and i dont know which one to follow. long story short about a year and a half ago i did a dream spell to see who your soul mate was...well i had the dream and wrote it down and about a week later i met this guy. i guess u could say that we both agreed with the whole soul mate thing and we were together for about 6 months before he started having some problems in his life and we had to break up. well the break up was hard so i finaly made my own ritual that i called to heal a broken heart and in it i said whats ment to be will be and if he belongs with me, than bring him back to me. it worked for 2 months not one thought of this boy...then he e-mailed me to tell me his dad died and how he threw my pentical necklace out. the point is...now he is back but he is engaged to another girl. he wants to be friends, and i told him that i would always be here for him. its just i KNOW that hes making a mistake. i've had dreams about things that i belive will happen if he marries her. i'm starting to think that i have to just sit back and let the events unfold. this whole situation is making me physically sick, and something deep inside of me wont let him go. i just really dont know what to do. is there any one who could help me?