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hello. I am unsure where to begin. I am a gemini sun / aquarius moon scorpio rising. I have no idea how this works. I have two bloodlines of wicca on each side. But I think it's too old for me to use or something. I been blocking out most of my clairvoyance with music since I was a kid.

My sister once ran me over and let me in a house with a ghost or apparation walking towards me.

umm... I don't remember much from that day. My sister came back for me. I was 6 at the time.

ummm...I haven't a dream since I was 6. I have only had one that at the very least I remember.

as far as I'm aware I'm a empath, clairaudience, clairsentient.

I come from a very devout christian family but was always the black sheep.

When I left my parents house. I went militant atheist. I stopped around 24 to open my horizons more.

I've only seen one watcher. I see shadows everyday mostly in my apartment.

my roommate is medium of sorts. he has visions. My other roommate is an asshole but I believe he may be possessed or light posession. He is 26 and looks like he is dying.

umm... This is all out of order cause I have no idea where to start.

I use to hang around one friend who claimed to have wiccan blood. His grandma was the truth but she was cool.

This apartment has at least two shadow apparations living here if not more.

I moved here 6 months ago.

umm.. I smoke lots of weed but that is mostly to bury the thoughts. And voices.

not really voices, Weird sounds and whispers.

ummm....


When I was a kid I could hear footsteps and knocking on the walls.

I may have damaged my ears as I'm 32 and I been blocking out voices a very long time.

I don't know much about my lineage,

I have a friend that is clairvoyant , she tried to look in my head and said she got nauseous because its smoky black or something.

umm..

but apparently one side is hoodoo and the other native american wicca but which tribe I have no idea.

I think I met my great grandmother on my mother side. She lived in old house. I don't remember why I was there. MY mom said it never happened I was like 6 or 7.

She said she died before I met her. But I remember meeting her. My friend said she put a strong protection block over me. for what reason I don't know.

This past year year has been terrible for me. I have never felt so empty in my life.

and it continues... I have no idea.

But glad to be here. Hope I learn a lot.

and grow. The main thing is to grow.