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Hi

I'm new to the forum, so I'd like to take a second to say "Hi" to everyone:
Hi, I'm Voltaire, I read Alchemy and Hermetics, and am fascinated by everything Astrotheological.


I'm posting today about an experience I had.
I used to be very connected and intuative since birth, but one day had a strange experience which left me blinded.

I went to the doctors about a minor ailment and the doctor performed some sort of function on me using pressure points.
He took my head in his hands and pressed two points on either side of my head, behind the temples, exactly where the Binah and Chokmah pass through the skull, and it felt as if a massive part of my mind had just been torn out; and at the same time i lost my "gifts" of sight.

After this I could no longer use my third eye, and all the information I processed in my mind seemed to be lacking a certain "core ingredient".
This seems to link into the field of Osteopathy - the doctor was a specialist in ear nose and throat (otorhinolaryngology) and I very much feel like he "switched me off" in either the pineal or pituitary gland.
I feel as though it's specifically disconnected the pituitary and pineal glands, but may be the corpus collosum, and now I feel like I'm in a lunar eclipse of the mind...

I'm posting this to see if anyone has any ideas or pointers on this type of thing, has come across it before, or might have an idea of what it is we're looking at and how it can be reversed. (or at least fully understood would be a good place to start)

If you have any ideas to troubleshoot, that would also be helpful..

The myth of Horus seems to have similar connotations, as I feel as though I've had my eye removed; and suggests that the answer is in having it restored through Thoth, or hermetic principles.

Thanks for taking the time to read, and if you have any suggestions or ideas, no thoughts are bad thoughtforms :)