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Hi, I am new to this site, came across it by accident
I am 18 years old ,a christian catholic since birth(i dont know i might go to hell bec i am interested in the occult???)

I had a lot of paranormal experience since I was a kid but I always try to find some scientific reasons behind it like
-seeing ghost especially in mirrors(illusions?)
-sleepwalking,talking weird dreams, premonitions feeling of some1 taking over your body possession maybe?(people around me said that I was saying things i dont even know) etc.
I did try a spell one time, - rain spell after after a few hours it really did rain but not much and i said it was just a coincidence tried it again after a few weeks and it also happened... then after the 2nd time I felt that I was being watched that went on for so long, things like no one is there and door closes and it's impossible for the wind

well thanks for reading my very long intro I may sound stupid but those are some of my experiences that made believe