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BellaScott16
Name: BellaScott16
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Wed, 17 Aug 2016
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I'm not good with talking about myself unless someone ask me about myself Is it okay to say we feel pain? I'm a suicidal kid it's not hard to say But none of these scars was caused by you I was tired of my life all I saw is pain If I had my way I would do it again I would cut my vain feeling joy with a hint of pain The way I talk is crazy I know Sometimes I don't understand my own words How is it I see the good in everything but myself I see myself falling apart a broken image So I don't care for tears Or for my blood that's on the floor It means nothing to me so it shouldn't to me I miss you singing those tunes I don't mind the nightmares Those awful dreams The dreams where you're there just watching me bleed So keep stabbing me I don't mind if it is you Just don't look at my smile on my lifeless face I don't want you to feel guilt it's not your fault I should've been more careful But as I lay here listen to all these sobs I feel nothing but relief To know that you're the one who choose to kill me" "They say your dreams show you A reflexion of yourself Do you think that's true? If so I am scared For my dreams show me something My dreams are all nightmares Since you've gone away You took the safety I used to feel I'm sorry for what I've put you through I'm f**ked up My dreams tell me so too I'm a walking flamethrower I burn everything I get close to When I leave dust is all that remains Of someone or their life I should say Sometimes I wonder I really do I wonder why I was created I'm destruction with a face I'm good a ruining things Watching them crumble Then saying "It never looked good anyway" Kik= bellascott19