I'm a sensitive and very emotional Cancer! Emotional, Mental and Spirit Empath!! On my Wiccan path through life. I started studying over 2 years ago now. I'm learning how to use my powers and control them now! I was born with special gifts. Seeing Spirits as a child with my younger sister was very scary to us! She also shared some of the same gifts as I do! However I lost her in a head on collision when she was only 15 she was the passenger in her boyfriends car on their way to school January 17th 2001. My life And learning how to live life without my younger sister has been a challenge since the day she died!! She comes to me every once in awhile to say hi and has told me happy birthday! I guess that helps me keep going knowing she still is still here in spirit sometimes! I remember the day she got her wings in heaven she was so happy about it she came to me in my dreams and told me! We use to play with the ouijii board when we were young a lot and it worked and it also opened doors to demons who have been with me since! You can see them in some pictures I have taken! I have been held down my husband also has been held down the same night he said he didn't believe in ghosts! Lmfao they showed him! He has been a believer and supporter of me since that night! My grandmothers grandmother was a full blooded Indian and powerful witch! My grandmother had the powers to be able to know if someone died before she was told about it! So the ride to the hospital on the day my sister died had to be really hard on her cause she knew it just Didn't want to believe it! It was the only day I ever seen my grandmother cry! She was the strongest and smartest woman I have ever knew! She was also very private! So she never told me or taught me anything about witchcraft! She got altimizers at a young age of 60 and I was lucky to become a GNA to take care of her for the last years of her life! Be noisy I found a lot of her stuff and realized why my pap quit drinking one day and never had another drink again and what made him quit cheating. I found her spells and other stuff including hair wrapped in ribbons! She loved me more then anybody in this world! I was her first granddaughter! I basically raised my sister and my little brother! My parents spilt up when I was 12 so I stayed with my dad cause I felt bad for him even tho he abused and cheated on her! I became the target then and the woman of the house and became the maid and mother of my brother and sister and protector of them! From my abbusive father! So my sister meant the world to me it was like losing a daughter when she died! My mother is the most negative and judgemental person I have ever met! She still try's to control my life everyday! Always making me feel like I'm not good enough in anything I do! She thinks she is perfect! She is only a hypocrite!! She is exactly like me! She does not believe in me and my gifts and is not a supporter! She thinks I'm crazy! I have 3 handsome boys!! 15,7 and 6months old I name my youngest after my sister since I never had a girl too I named him Brittan! They are what has kept me going and living since the year 2001! My husband is my life I do not want to live a day without him! I'm here to learn and help of solitary witches like myself to make new friends and to brand to talk to others like myself! I'm all alone where I live and we have no pegan stores or covens where I live! I would also love to learn and meet other empaths!
