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buidseach
Name: buidseach
Location: England
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Thu, 02 Aug 2018
Membership: Member


Personal Bio
I haven't previously aligned myself to any faith or craft. I've been a Mum and Housewife for many a year tending to my family, my produce on my allotment and using herbs in food and teas. I feel at home by my hearth and look towards my wooden mantel for calm within my life.
I have gone through periods of grief these last few years, and I have lost both of my parents, and I sought guidance from Christianity. It was forced and didn't evoke anything in me. Nothing. Without realising I spent more time on my plot, thanking nature, giving giftsto the wildlife, feeding my soil and appreciating.
At the same time I started suffering with my health and instinctively turned towards herbs for help.
I was ticking along quite fine until I experienced real negativity from neighbours. Their energy really effected me and I couldn't understand how such darkness could infiltrate my positivity and happiness when the people actually weren't important to me.
I turned to crystal healing and couldn't believe the feelings the whole idea evoked in me. I then realised I was Pagan in my heart and that I was happy finally identify my calling. The crystals weren't enough to help me. I searched for a 'spell' really quite scared of what I might stumble upon. I opted to freeze their names on a piece of paper. It's still in my freezer now as I don't know what to do with it as it worked for me. I was blown away at how something could repel negativity for me. How I could protect myself, for myself, by myself. Such a realisation. Given a kitchen implement had aided, and my love of growing food and using herbs I began to look at Kitchen Witches. Finally, I knew what I was. I am a solitary, silent, private celtic pagan living in England not telling anyone about what I know, what I am... a Kitchen Witch who is essentially Hermit like.