guide me please

sorry to repeating... im not sure but when i think back at the time he entered 10 years ago spent a week,i changed upside down,everything started there i became wild, with alcohol consumptions and drugs, i gave up what i hold strongly before.. he was practising some spells at the time. im not too interested in this kinda thing

I mean, I doubt someone can do magic to change your free will but I'm sure someone more experienced will give the final judgement. I'm sure you suddenly decided to change, or maybe you went through something tough. Nobody knows better then you do, since it's your body and your will.

Blessed be!

and i wanted to know is there any possibilities to this kind of things happened...

no they didnt changed my free will, they manupulate using my free will

it is not my body it belong to 5 elements

It seems to me (no offense) that you're making excuses for the choices you made in your life by trying to point blame on someone else. Either this is just an identity crisis you are going though or...

The only case that I have personally seen cause someone to abuse drugs (alcohol is a drug too) was an uncontrolled medium. But you're not interested in magick, so telling you that it would be to your advantage to protect yourself and then look within to make changes and get ahold of your own mind and emotions...will be overlooked. But I'll try anyway.

Contact with magick and divination could have opened you up and made you more sensitive to spirits and energy in general. Now it could be the sensitivity itself that caused you to want to drown them out with drugs, or it could be the gift itself. A medium is a natural mimicker. They pick up and then feel, think, and act the energy they are channeling. A skilled medium knows the difference between who they are and this external energy. But an oblivious natural medium will end up with spontaneous emotions and drives. They act like a whole different person because they are mimicking the energy of someone else assuming that these emotions and urges are their own.

Pick up a good book on "psychic defense" and then another one on mediumship. Then get yourself to a rehab center and don't mention the spiritual side of all of this. No matter what, you've become dependent on alcohol and drugs and you will need help to pull away from what you've already started.

The tarot or your friend didn't do this. They may have opened you up by sheer exposure to the spiritual, but you still have free will. However few people actually utilize their free will and just "go with the flow" of their instincts and pressures. This is what makes them suseptible to influencement of any kind, not just magick/spirit, but even just plain verbal coercion. People also tend to take the easiest road available, when the more difficult ones are the most fulfilling and beneficial in the long run.

This is why the oracle of Delphi's words ring so true "know thyself." Few people have a strong sense of self. Few people know exactly who they are and hold true to their beliefs, morals and values. The majority of all emotional, spiritual and psychological troubles have nothing to do with external factors. What it starts with and ends with is you. You are the only one with the power to make a change. Good luck and blessings.

thank you for your explanation dear friend, my instincts never failed me before but this time, it is so obvious that im finding a place to put the blame, that is why i couldnt judge but u never went through my path, i knew little human psychology, if it is so its not a big deal to troubleshoot myself ooh ok a little big deal,and what so ever by cause of my parented well i didnt get addicted to those habits... i was thinking its my fault all this while..but a month ago, i had some positive psychology impact cause what i believed were praised in front of me, and at the time i knew i absorbed the positive vibration the meant to me. just matter of minutes i can feel the changes of my character, became energectic, wake up early wihout depending bedtime, i was soooo different for 2 weeks untill anger hits me through my emotions, this 2 weeks made me think who ami exactly, the person who lived for 10 years or this 2 weeks... it was like the 1 who lived before 10years before i feel that my mind have been hijacked... through psychology it all depends on me i am soooooooooooooooo agree but what if something else playing some game in the middle, my instincts awaken... i didnt look at a thing from an angle. i am pleased and soooooooo responsible if it is mine to correct.. but what if ???

I believe in treating such situations on both a physical and spiritual level. That is why I explored and suggested them in combination.

The tarot is a tool. It is a tool to open us to our intuition thereby also opening us to our spiritual gifts. I have had skeptic friends who became a lot less skeptical after being around me and began to open their minds to the possibilities of spirits and magick, not because of my words, but because of what they experienced while being around me. So to ignore the fact that your friend's presence in your life and the tarot being introduced could cause you to become more sensitive, would be a fault of mine. So I explored that possibility. However, just because we are magick users doesn't mean we go around casting on our friends. In giving you the tarot cards, you friend may have merely had the desire that you would begin to become more open to the spiritual side of life.

But being open to the spirit world is a coin with two sides. The first side can be very beautiful and helpful, but the other side, without proper protection, can be very frightening and harmful.

This is why I suggested psychic defense. It is not to say you are "psychic". In fact I despise the word. But it is basic protection that anyone can do (experienced or not) that can defend an individual from negativity. Picking up such practices are wonderful for anyone. We all need less negativity in our lives. Reading up on mediumship, you can decide for yourself whether you have the traits naturally and learn how to control them if you do.

But magick alone nor spiritual influencement can truly force someone against their will. Magick and spiritual influencement is persuasion at best. It is called "manipulation" for a very good reason. But regardless, we all have free will. No one can take that from you. Therefore, even if influencement was present, you accepted it and went with it. As I said, many do not truly utilize their will and just "go with the flow" that life displays for them, whatever seems easiest. This is what makes them fall victim to themselves, others, magick, spirits, what have you. So as you can see, no matter what the influencement, that doesn't really matter anymore. You accepted it. It is in the past, and we cannot change the past. Now presently, you wish to change it back. Which is wonderful! And I applaud you for it. You can only live in the moment and plan for your future. Past is past, so pointing blame has no true purpose. It will solve nothing.

In truth, no matter what caused your decline in life, be it physical or spiritual influencement, it was within your will to make the choices you did. And even now, it is within your will to make the choice to make a change for the better and take back the life you once had. I encourage you to do so. I'm sure it will be difficult. Nothing worth anything in this world is easy. But it will be beneficial and you'll be a stronger person for it.

understand each of your words but my worries are on monarch or ritual abuse mind control.do you know about its existence... to become life long slave practiced by those days militaries if not mistaken germans.. fake spirituality

to the last reply by needanswer.. mind control can and does happen but normally to people who are weak minded being of an unsound mind and body.