I cant understand...

hello, evryone. Here is my problem. I can't really understand what happening to me.
For long time I didn't done any spells now, well maybe at least 1-2 times a month... On my shelf i have loads of magic stuff, but i don't use them anymore now. Inside I feel so strong and powerfull but I have no desire in casting spells or what so ever...
I'am so lost inside and I dont know what to do at all. Something just doesn't gives me a peace... I am so confused i do not know what I trully desire and what my dream is... Please can anyone tell me what happenning to me, or any spell to find myself and to know who I'am/ What i'am...?
Thankyou loads...

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Myself I'm a big fan of meditation. Maybe try some deep meditation and see if that helps you find what your looking for inside you.

It's just a thought, but maybe you're feeling a need for a more spiritual side. Magick isn't all about casting. There was a BEAUTIFUL thread here about High Magick. In short it stated that higher magick is about having a deeper understanding of the way things work and fit together. I'm know I'm not doing that thread too much justice, but I thought that it was bang on. So, maybe that's what's going on with you. The bibbity boppity boop thing isn't working out for you anymore. If that's what it is, be happy. You're growing! And before anybody get's their knickers in a knot, I'm not putting anything down.

I think you need to dwell deeper in yourself and let yours soul start growing :)

Try to read Muslim's Holy Book Quran, may be help full , the First Chapter part
http://allahsquran.com/read/verses.php?ch=12

then ending two chapters
http://allahsquran.com/read/verses.php?ch=92
http://allahsquran.com/read/verses.php?ch=91

the Adams Story.... etc
http://allahsquran.com/read/verses.php?ch=36
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