Alright well it's been awhile since I've been on so I've got some stuff ask.
Since my absence I went through a lot of stuff so I cut myself of spiritually so I could focus on my mental well being. When my life got more stable I started to get spiritual again, and all was going good until I got strange feelings, visions, and voices. I'm not sure if I'm just imagining this or what, but I would like to share what I've been experiencing lately.
The Feelings: I've been getting a weird feeling like I'm being followed. Now I know I have a spirit that follows me (I've been told it's a wraithe) but this is a different feeling entirely. I feel like it watches me. I haven't developed my senses too much, but I can tell when it's around. I don't like sleeping anymore because it gets closer at night. I haven't ever gotten bothered by spirits being around me, but this one feels like I should be bothered. I do feel like it wants me for some reason or another.
The Visions: I've only had these visions twice, but they were enough to concern me. In my visions I saw a forest in which I was running through. It soon flashed to a house with a stairway. Flashing again appeared a girl crying in a corner, next to her was a man lying on the floor. Another flash and I saw a boy who hung himself. Another flash and I was under the stars, it was beautiful. That was the first vision, it happened in the middle of class. The next one happened about a week later and it was just a field of high grass, I started walking through it and soon saw a figure. The figure was black, kind of like a shadow, it looked like a man and it stuck it's hand out to me like it wanted me to grab it, before I did the vision stopped.
Voices: Finally is voices. I heard for awhile a voice saying "run" it said it repeatedly for a good week. I only heard it every so often after that. The only other thing I've heard was during a movie, it said "Gate"
Those happened around May, all have stopped except the feeling of that thing following me. If you have any suggestion or tips on what it may be I would love the help. Thank you.
Some protection spells would be a good idea if your worried. Also, if it is a spirit or something, I suggest trying to make contact with it. I don't have a spell for either one, I just "do" it.
Wraiths tend to play with the mind a bit but this seems closer to something demonic, based on the paranoia-inducing feeling of being followed paired with audial and visual hallucinations, especially shadow figures. Have there been physical manifestations such as objects moving and such? Or any random feelings of doubt of yourself, beliefs or aspirations?
And to be clear I mean demon, not daemon.
Yes there have been some doubts of my beliefs. It's something I've been struggling with to be honest. That's why I got on here because I'm beginning to believe it's mental instead of supernatural for lack of a better word. As for objects moving, not so much, it happens every now and then, but that is a common occurrence so I'm not concerned with that. But the only thing that could fit that is lights flickering. Lights in the house start to flicker. They do it when it's there and when it's not (At least from what I feel)
A favorite tactic of lower level demons is to convince their target they are growing unstable and to doubt such things, and while it is also possible it is merely a set back of your confidence, grouped with these other signs could point to this. At first it can happen as passing thoughts that come from nowhere and then these negative thoughts will probably start to come in more and more. Bad feelings around it, a dark and almost painful energy and other negative irregularities are common with demonic cases.
Very. My first "case" was with my best friend when one followed and attached to him in such a manner. He had a markable increase in his interest of demons, beyond that of his usual love of Heavy Metal.
Only if you piss it off and are inexperienced with most magical workings. I dealt with my first when I was fifteen so you should be okay, and I frequently angered it intentionally as a part of my strategy. All you need do is to perform a banishing to buy you some time and then lay down some stronger defenses and wardings. Personally, I'd recomend using this as a chance to learn from them as you deal with it. There's a lot you can learned if you're interested and it can make you an immensely more skilled practioner. Their form of personal guidance is more on par with mental and spiritual torture though so procede with caution if you choose to take a few pages from their book and always, always keep in mind their motives and effects. When you learn how they are playing with your mind you can use it to protect yourself and fight back. If it plans on, or already has planned on, using your strengths against you then I'd do the same to it if I were you.
However if you just wish to get rid of it, facing it personally will be the most effective way to be done with it and grow from the experience at the same time.
