Intro: Please help!

What is there to know? I'm an artist and college student. I've done a bit of writing in my time. I've considered myself agnostic for to years now, but circumstances are forcing me to either believe or admit I'm insane.

As a child I always believed in magic. I never doubted that the bad dreams I had or the feelings I sometimes got had a ring of truth to them. But things change. Someone made my world of magic dark and unlivable, so I hid behind my doubts.

As for the technical side of things, I've heard from my aunt that the dreams and feelings I had are common in our family through my native american lineage. She has them sometimes too. She told a story about how when my grandmother died a rose suddenly bloomed in her yard. I don't take this as proof; merely as an odd coincidence.

Now for my reason behind joining this site. I think I'm either possessed or that someone or thing is trying to either scare me or talk to me. It started with the vision of the knives. Whenever I first try to go to sleep I see them. They flash and gleam and stab and slice. Then I started to feel them. They cut into my flesh and I am unable to stop them. Now I have started to see them in the daytime as well. I have also begun to see vision of a creature that I can only describe as terrifying. He is familiar too I used to see him or more often feel him as a small child when I was alone in dark places. I feel certain that this creature means harm.

If there is anyone on this site with answers for me I would welcome them.

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Try the prayer of protection it is a very powerful prayer; The light of Goddess surrounds me, the love of Goddess enfolds me, the power of Goddess protects me, and the presence of Goddess watches over me and all is well, "So mote it be" I use this prayer whenever I cast a circle or before I go to sleep.
Blessings and providence:
Rogelio21

Thank you

I forgot a line to the prayer, It will still work but I must be thoruogh in my work. The light of Goddess surrounds me, the love of Goddess enfolds me, the power of Goddess protects me, the presence of Goddess watches over me, where ever i am Goddess is and all is well.
Blessings and peace:
Rogelio21

I second his post and I am writing it down.