Suicidal... Need help.

Hello all. I can't seem to find a thread on this. I really want to go live in the twilight universe with my mom and brother. I don't feel happy anywhere with anything. Its either this or death. Please tell me if there's something I can do to make this a reality... Open a portal? Whatever.

Thank you very much.

There are ways to step into the spirit world for short peroids and visit. There are also ways to contact spirits on the other side. Hurting yourself is not really the best answer.

I was trying to die, but didn't make it to the other side. When i woke up i seen some family members that where crying and very hurt from what i did. You might not think there are people on this side that will not care or miss you but your wrong. I thought the same thing butt i was wrong.

If you are feeling suicidal, you need to talk to a professional immediately.

Here is the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline in the US: 1-800-273-8255

There are other suicide prevention hotlines as well. You should contact someone.

The reason there is not a thread for this is because this is a magick site, and unfortunately we are not doctors and thus not suited to help in cases like this. Please take the advice above.