Whats happening?

For the past few days I've been doing exorcises to build my psychic energy. When I make energy balls, at least I think I'm making them, I start to faintly see them and then I pass out. What could this mean?

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You're over working yourself. Take it slow. Seeing the ball is exercising your ability to visualize :) Maybe a higher force doesn't want you to see. But more than likely, you're just over doing it :)

The first thing about magick you should always remember, take things slow, and be patient.

I think what's probably happening is that your focusing so much on building energy and visualizing that your forgetting to breath. Try to remember to breath regularly.

Take it slow and breath... got it. And what if a higher force doesnt want me to see? how do i know? and what would i do?

Well, you could keep trying or ask "why" it doesn't want you to see. I would just try it and remember to breath. If you continue to pass out I would see a doctor to make sure you don't have a health problem. Try to revisit the basics: meditate, grounding, centering, visual exercises, etc., repeat... then try again when you feel you have gained more insight.

-Tonkor