I haven't had him for very long and I was starting to deal with hallucinations but I ignored them and soon after I saw him. I don't ever hallucinate now but He's been here for about 2 weeks and he never tried to hurt me or anything like that.He can touch me and I can touch him sometimes.He loves a plushie that looks like him and I've never seen him sleep. But he's been sleeping for about 3 or 4 hours and hasn't moved...I'm worried. I know My tulpa can only die when I die and that they can't kill you but I think they an hurt you. I'm a little scared of him....He is terrified of me...He can't speak and he only peaks around corners the disappears. He hangs around the plush mostly I guess cause it looks like him and it's his size. I do not know why he is afraid of me, and I'm trying to earn his trust. Also, he is not clear to me. I can't barely see him most of the time. I just see like an outline or i can see right through I'm almost. I accidentally created him. At first, I thought he was a hallucination but how he acted made me think differently and then I had a nightmare (I have them all the time and I'm used to them) He woke me up and now that I think about it, he was saying wake up so I guess he can speak.
But I need to know how I can care for him, and if he will become clearer in vision to me.
I woke up in middle of the night in a cuddling position and before that I felt something crawl in my arms...I think he cuddled me. I am thinking of making another tulpa. Maybe the second tulpa can help me. Any advice for me?
Tulpas can kill you, but not physically they feast of your energy. My aunt had a tulpa, but the tulpa turned against her and wouldn't leave her alone. She said it pulled the covers off her while she slept, and would scare her then feast off the negative energy. My advice would be to banish the tulpa and don't speak it's name, because names have power and whenever my aunt speaks her tulpa's name it returns and she has to banishes it again.
How did you create him? If you go back through the process you used to make him, there may be some way to "kill" him implied if not directly programmed into his being.
Re: I need help with tulpas By: bloodlust27 / Beginner
Post # 6 Apr 23, 2017
Thanks foxy for the thread.
I did some research "Simply living in the same head will allow you to understand each others feelings and accept one another. Its mutually beneficial for tulpas to get along with their hosts" you said your a little scrard of him and he is a little scared of you. Maybe since your scared of him and y'all share the same feelings he just copying your feelings. Maybe if you stop being afraid of him; he won't be afraid of you.
If he is hard to see maybe he is unfinished. Maybe you have to keep working on him.
Like winda said. If you believe he can hurt you then he can because you gave him power to hurt you. If y'all get into a fight try to work it out. Its like having a friend.