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Nothing is working unless I'm facing the east/west direction ---is this a bad omem?

I use crystals, candle (make my own)and herbs in my practice. I believe in the powers of the universe, as well as, God as the creator of the universe, I am a heavy meditator, non-demominational practioner.

Nothing is going right in my life and I don't believe it has anything to do with the universal powers that are hindering me.

In my life and even now, I've spirtually traveled around the world, climbed a mountain, crossed a sea and have fallen to to earth many timea unharmed. For over 10 years, I have ridden a red and gold bird (phoenix), the eagle and the dove and can do this effortlesly, without practice (this may have come from my teenage life)

Am I being disillussional? Or is it just meant to be? I need help

I am having problems facing the North direction when practicing. I have more power when facing the east (air) and west (water)-- is this becuse of my dual zodiac sign of a Gemini-Cancer Moon in Cancer, Mercury rising, Sun in Gemini, moon in Venus, etc.