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Hi i have gone by Akaro for years now so you can call me by that.

now i got a situation and im not sure if i should be worried or not. If you can help please bear with me ill try to make the story as brief as possible.

when i was little i had major problems with a particular demon attempting to control me(always the same one) it seemed to live in me.well as i grew older i became interested in all types of magic after finding random books and started practicing. The demon got very violent when the day came that i tried to banish it from myself. i thought i succeeded....i remember i blacked out and i remember seeing its face locked behind a mirror of smoke. when i woke up though i felt half empty. its been about three years since that day and as time passed i found that my energy was more and more demonic ....like i am the demon... my aura switches between the normal green and blue to black constantly. if it is me i willing to accept it for i have control but im worried that this might be a bad sign.


please help i always tried public forms (yahoo answers..etc) and all i got was criticism on how im crazy...i know im not crazy thats why im here.