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I was wondering... well, Okay... here goes. I was just wondering if I might possibly be the "oldest" one here. I'm a 40something stay at home mom who naturally has way too much time on her hands. But here is the thing...all of my life, I've felt special. But, not just special.... I mean REALLY special. For some reason, I am followed by the number 1111. Especially on digital clocks (11:11).
I know there's more to it than just what I'm seeing.....feeling. because, I see and I feel it all the time.
One foggy afternoon on my way to pick my seven year old up from
school, the license plate on the bright red truck in front of me says: 11elevn.
My cable box at home "wigs out" & when it comes back on, it flashes 11:11,
...then it seems fine again. The digital clocks all seem to "draw" my attention to them at 11:11.

Something has woke me up at night, just so that
I could roll over to see 11:11 on the clock beside my bed. And check this out... On the street where I live there is a house missing...yes I said missing. The house numbers jump from 1109 to 1113. Where is the 1111 house? I've been told that I have a guardian angel. But I can't seem to settle down enough to "connect". I've been interested in "magick" and the supernatural all of my life. It's more like being drawn to it, but I cant seem to be able to "connect" with my inner self enough. I'm looking for someone to take me by the "cyber" hand & show me the way. My family is a single income family, therefore don't have the money for a $200.00 fee or anything of that nature. I've seen over 1000 sites on the internet and this is the one that calls out to me.