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I don't know if many people here believe in Vampires and such
I'm looking for some help in diagnosing Vampirism.
For the longest time, I've never felt human, I always had weird feelings that I wasn't.
For example, I'm psychic and can sense Auras, Talk to ghosts and have past life visions of feeding off and murdering people.
I also have horrible pains in my teeth, extra strength and heightened senses during the full moon.
I get extremely tired during the day and I burn easily in the sun.
I have a past self-injury record since I was ten (I'm eighteen now) and I go into panic attacks and in order to stop those attacks I cut myself or bite myself and drink my own blood.
I also have a fetish for blood and think often about attacking others and feeding off them. (I haven't done it yet, thank goddess)

I've been researching about Vampires a lot lately, and find that I have most all of the symptoms.
Its beginning to freak me out.

During this full moon I had a extreme blood thirst and ended up biting my own arm until I drew blood in order to stop it.
Come to think of it, I've cut myself and drank my own blood during the full moon phases as well.

I feel horrible because I'm wiccan and believe strongly in the "Harm None" rule. Thats why I'm beginning to worry about this.

I know it probably sounds like I'm lying or something (That or I sound completely mad, lol) but I'm telling you, this is freaking me out.
If you could help me figure this out that would be great.
Thanks


Vampire symptom webpages I've used:
http://vampiresarereal.tripod.com/id7.html
http://www.angelfire.com/vamp/shadowpsy/Symptoms.html