Hey guys. So, please keep in mind that I was fully awake, and it is possible that this was just fear that overworked itself.
A few hours ago, I saw this white flash. Not really a flash really, I mean. I felt like it was there, but my family was there too and they didn't comment on it and it just wasn't physically there. After this flash, there was this brief moving image of a woman that looked about 40 and she had short wispy blonde hair, long fingernails, pale skin and she just looked dead. Her hands were reaching out towards me and she looked like she wanted to hurt somebody. After about 1-2 seconds she was just gone, and since I wasn't physically hurt I tried to forget about it. However, I still feel kind of freaked out about it.
A few hours after that (Just about an hour from now) I walked downstairs and got my iPod. As I was about to walk back up the stairs it felt almost like non-physical daggers were being thrown at my back. I didn't feel any physical pain from this, and my back felt kind of stiff except it wasn't.. I could still move it perfectly fine but it felt cold and stiff even though I know stiff is not the perfect word choice. But it felt like this same girl from earlier was behind me, slightly towards my left. I of course freaked out again and ran upstairs as fast as I could. Since the dagger feeling, I've felt cold at random times, or that hot feeling that makes you feel cold. If that made sense.
Focusing in on only a few minutes ago, there was this persistent tapping sound coming from downstairs, near my room (which is almost exactly where I felt that the non-physical daggers were being thrown from) and my mom commented on this, saying it sounded like somebody was in my room. I just pretended I didn't hear it because I don't want anyone to check it out and I'm honestly way to scared to check as well.
Thinking back to a few days, in my room I felt like there was someone else there, but I just shrugged it off because that's all it was, just a feeling.
This all could likely just be a product of fear and imagination, but that isn't a common mixture for me. And truthfully, it doesn't feel that way. Maybe there is something psychologically wrong with me, but I'm not sure. I have to go to sleep soon, but I'm scared out of my mind about going down there, though there is no real proof or physical pain. I would appreciate an answer as soon as possible, because I have school tomorrow and staying up all night in fear isn't a great idea.
Also, as a side note. Just the other day I had been looking more into seeing things not physically there, and ever since then I've just felt dread. Not fear at the time, but like.. Being watched almost. Maybe it's my imagination, or maybe now that I've been looking into it more I may be able to feel/see this all better.
I brought this to the chat but nobody knew and one person did suggest trying to banish, but I feel bad if I even see somebody kill a spider, and I hate spiders. What if whoever/ whatever this is, is here for a reason? It wouldn't be my place to banish them right? Besides, I'm not sure I'm capable. /:
Anyways.. Basically my question is.. Does anyone know what's happening or am I just going insane?/: