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ive been feeling so distant from god and i dont know why...i mean like everytime i pray bad things happen and all that...i mean there are stuff in the bible that forbids my lifestyle and saying that im going to hell....it feels like god has forsaken me...its like im an empty vessel or something...i feel so hopeless and i dont like that.all i thing about is that is there a heaven,is there a hell..thats what tumbles around in my head...i mean why i feel this way...when i felt this feeling i was like angry and keep on repeating in my head "theres no heaven,theres no hell,theres no god,theres no satan,when you die you die" i keep sayng that and i dont like feeling like that....i mean im so lost in life right now...and i dont know why..maybe there is no god or maybe he has forsaken me...i need to know the Truth.. :"(