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Well I've gone through a lot in the past couple of years. I don't really want to go into great detail , but I've been mentally unstable. To the point I needed to see a doctor.

My mother eventually took me to my grandmother to be cleansed.She apparently sensed a ton of evil and whatever. So we were told to do an egg cleaning for 40 days.

Each time I crack open the egg I see a whole myriad of patterns abnormalities in the glass of water.

I have absolutely no idea what the meanings are. I've searched all over Google and nothing. So can you tell me the differentmeanings are. So I can actually understand what it means. Sorry I forgot to mention. My entire family was cursed by a girl who lived with us briefly. "Dont ask , to personal" and I've invited demons into my soul. (I know stupid) and lastly I tried to summon a Succubus who visited me a couple of times. ( I falsely awakened and was paralyzed until I woke up. ) so that could signify were all of this negative/abnormal energy's came from. So could someone be so kind to tell me the different meanings?