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I've had many negative experiences with masculine sexual energy, so when I first read that the God was "powerful, sexual, and fiery," it gave me a jolt.

I'm thirteen years old, but I kind of hit puberty early. I've gotten many rude comments about my figure (ie.- "damn, you got a fine @ss" or "I'd tap that), and I often catch ADULT men staring at me; I've even had incidents of inappropriate touching.The worst thing about it is, I'm a lesbian. I don't even like men, yet I'm being sexualized and harassed by them. It really hurts. I tell guys that I don't really appreciate their advances and that I'm gay, and they respond with "that's hot" or "prove it."


How do I deal with this?
Because of so much of this in my life, I sometimes find myself uncomfortable when thinking of the God, and when He is mentioned I feel a weird flurry of emotions... I know that sex is a good thing, but I just can't cope. Who is the God? Would he ever do those things to anyone?