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HI I am new and feeling lost trying to find some answers from people who know more of the spiritual stuff. I have this strange feeling inside of me that feels like it is trying to claw it's way out. Like it's growling and screaming to be free. I lost my grandpa when I was young he met everything to me. I stared to space out a lot but now when I space out I find myself growling and closing my fist so hard it bleeds. My body gets warm I just don't feel human anymore. I try not to lose myself but it's hard. Been having bad dreams, in one I'm standing in a field hot with fire. Everything feels so real I can feel the heat and Evan smell burning flesh. I'm sorry if I scare anybody I just am to afraid to talk to any of my friends about this. They will just think I'm crazy.