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Hey. my name is official Estella but valery is also fine.
I'm new to this site. I hope there are some tips for me.
I am quite young (14 years) but was born with relatives and family friends who may already professionally or already above average. So from small on, I was able to talk and see death, I remembered three people i saw as a child. My mother told me this a few years ago but I still remembered what happened, we just walked through a forest in autumn nuts and other things to find, until I felt bad magic. I saw a dead man hung from a tree and i was afraid, I thought it was just me, but my mother felt it too but didn't saw it. the second person was my grandfather who visit me and made me laugh when I was 6 years old in my room, my mother came in and aks why i was laughing and i told her why. the third person was a woman when I was 8 years old, but I'm not sure, i can't remember it good. only a bright white light and a slim woman with long wavy blond hair. Since I'm 10 years old I'm trying to hide anything that has to do with magic. because I was afraid of the dead who was looking for some peace by me. I'm still a little bit afraid but still trying to regain spiritual.

( sorry i'm not that good in English )