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Hi, I?m Yen. I?ve been a studier of all things spiritual since I was 14 (I am 40 now). I?ve only ever done minor spells. I mainly believe in the law of attraction, and that spell casting, prayer, and what-not is a ?tool? to help manifest things into your life (very open minded to all things, however).

Now, to get to the meat of my post. Last October I did a jar spell to attract more love into my life. And it worked! I met a guy from Canada. We loved each other instantly, had so much in common, our communication was pretty good and we were happy? I finally managed to get the funds together to go visit him, when suddenly he started saying he was unsure about us. We talked it out, and I thought we were okay. I arrive, and the next day he lets me know that at the end of my trip that we?ll be breaking up? I tried so hard to change his mind. We both cried? he said he loves me very much, and agrees we make a great couple, but stood by his decision?

Lately I just feel like I attracted negativity into my life. My mom died, my boyfriend breaks up with me, financial issues, I caught COVID (PLUS a sunburn on top of it)? I?m so tired of being sad? most of all, I miss HIM so much! He said he is hurting over this too, and I?m SO confused. Why break up with me if you love me so much?

I am open to suggestions? I understand if no one agrees that I should do a spell to try and get him back. But any insight, or kind words would be VERY welcome 😞