I am going through hell not knowing what to do in my current situation.. It's a living hell.
Is there someone available to do a reading for me?
thank you
Why don't you try to do your own fortune telling? A pendulum is a very easy method to learn and can be made from just about anything.
http://askyourpendulum.com/How_to.asp
Or if you like cards but can't get a tarot deck, you can use playing cards. A simple method involves using black or odd numbered cards as a no answer and red or even numbers as a yes answer. But there are way more advanced ways of using them.
I'd feel more comfortable if it's another person to make the reading and tell me what's going actually.
I need the opinion of someone impartial who is outside the matter.
I myself am too involved and too desperate, confused, lost.