In Need of... Something

Hey all.

So, my car took a dump on me yesterday and without, I can't work. I can't find anyone willing to part with their car for me to borrow, and they're busy with their jobs to give me a ride. I've cried twice today alone, and once yesterday because of it. My optimism is quickly deteriorating, and I'm in need of just, something to make me feel hopeful and happy again.

My boyfriend and his parents are too poor to help (we live together) and my parents live 640 miles away in another state. They're doing the best they can to help me out, but as it is, if I can't get to work, I might just have to let my manager know I can't work anymore until I have a car again, which who knows how long that will be.

It's a 2,000 dollar repair.

I can't even afford a cheap rental car.

Let alone gas for my current car.

Anything I do normally to relax is not helping, so at this point, just some good vibes sent my way would be appreciated.

Thanks,

Erde

Sorry for the late reply, but positive thoughts in your direction!

The thing that always kept me going during my Times of cronical depression was music and hopes that everything will get better. Obstacles will always be put infront of you, you just have to get Over them, because i believe no one surfers Forever and i believe if they get through it they get rewarded. And i dont mean Money or something, but rather spiritually. We all suffer in different ways. You probably because you Lost your Car, me duo to my condition, other because they Lost someone etc.. but at some point it stops.
My point is, take it from me, after a great obstacle comes a great reward. Just give your best and keep trying :) I hope the situation is resolved. Blessings!