Nebula? Womb? I dont know

This is going to sound very strange and I apologize in advance.
I was meditating a little while ago, I'd say about 5 months ago. I kind of tap out when Im meditating, like I cant hear or feel anything in the physical world. I saw this purple looking wave with white dots, and kind of liquidy or gassy, its hard to explain. At the time I thought maybe I just had this random burst of energy and performed better this time as Im still not good at meditating. I thought it was the womb, maybe I had tapped into a buried memory of being inside the womb and that was it, end of thought. However today I just started up school again, and in my astronomy class we were watching this video on the universe. Something I guess you could say triggered when I saw the Orion Nebula, it felt so personally familiar, I got the feeling of being homesick, I became sad and felt isolated. The video continues to show other nebulas and wonders in the universe and I continue to get feelings, I knew the nebula was gone before the video said so, I felt an extreme loneliness from others, some I felt terrified of and others I felt a sort of happy presence. I felt like I personally knew these nebulas, stars, black holes, etc. Can anyone make any sense of this?

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well there's a theory some have that we can be reborn as anything since energy is everywhere [grass, trees, people, birds, rocks] so perhaps you were energy in space, a star, or perhaps a being who lived on a planet near that space. these things are very personal in nature so it's hard to come up with answers. reflect and meditate on that question if you wish, just remember to live this life and not get lost dwelling on your past. you were born into this life for a reason, and while learning form your past is wise, do not dwell or insist you should relive it.