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yea it's sad not seeing him around anymore, would be nice sometimes. i knew he didn't believe in an afterlife but i lite a candle for him at Samhain and reflected on our friendship [if you would call it that] i always respected him, even on those occasions when he called me out i was so happy he at least noticed lol. he actually messaged me a few years ago for the first time and i spend a solid minute running around my house going 'omg Brysing messaged me!' before even opening to see if it was a happy message or an angry one lol [it was happy]
i remember last year when someone noted he wasn't online, i was very confident he would return, so when he did i messaged him to see if he was ok. we had a nice chat about witchcraft and how he put full faith in doctors, and credited his strength to his daily practice. i read that message from time to time still because it was sent weeks before his passing and to think i might be one of the last members to speak with him is kind of bitter-sweet you know?
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