I'm lost

Ma relative did me spell and harm me i can't go anywhere I'm stuck .i need help .I'm thinking suicide

If you're contemplating suicide please seek professional help.

Please call the National Helpline Network at 1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433). This is a toll-free call, available 24/7.

(quoted from www.spellsofmagic.com/faqs.html#q13)