I'm losing my sanity

You took the right step by turning to magick. I am going to assume you know little or nothing about it. First off people are more powerfull then they give themselves credit for, you can verbally banish it. Tell it to go away and that he is not welcome in your presence, say this as one with power and athority, but DO NOT be afraid of it! I can clearly see that this entity whatever it is has taken advantage of your fear.and this might be the key to the whole thing. Also try cleansing yourself, shielding, making protective sigils or talismans, making sigils or talismans for good fortune ect. If you have any questions or want further information or help on anything ive mentioned here. Please mail me. I am glad to help. Good luck!
Blessings,
Che.

there's the LBRP here is a link

http://www.kheper.net/topics/Hermeticism/LBR.htm

First, shadow people are just spirits that manifest as shadows.

As for a spell, you don't need lots things to do a spell, it just help makes it stronger. now for a spell.

I'm just going to assume that you don't care to what to know what it wants anything about it and just want it gone.

First, sit and focus on what you intend to do( which is this case getting rid of these bothersome spirits) for a few minutes.
Then, focus that intend into a white energy ball around you. Now, try making the ball expand around your home, while doing so imagine all the shadow people being pushed away by the expanding white energy ball. Keep doing this until the ball surrounds your home. This should keep them away.

Sorry to douie post but this is important, return to talking to your friends and family. You being happier and feel better will make it harder for the shadow people to come back.

Thank you so much everyone! I could cry right now. I'm going to finely get rid of this. Once again thank you all!

you accidentaly astral projected.

Star, I know EXACTLY how you feel. I've had this since I was around 3 or 4. Sleep paralysis actually runs in my family... But, they usually laugh it off and say, "oh it just means a ghost is sitting on you" and give me crap like that. When I was 5 and still slept in the same bed with my parents, I had the same experience of levitating off the bed and close to the ceiling fan. When I started crying I dropped back down, finally waking myself up and my dad up from him saying to stop jumping on the bed. From my understanding, I was told it was a dream... And I believe that too. My sleep paralysis has gotten worse out of all my family members (and I have 5 siblings). At one point I saw (I don't mean to be offensive) a jew in my dream with his face being burned off and screaming... And saw a train coming at me. That kind of dream got me paralyzed... I could barely wiggle my toes and I was losing breath.

It's not that bad for me anymore now. The times when my disorder got worse were in my teen years up until I was probably around 19. I'm 22 now and I rarely get them; last time was probably in the beginning of January and before that maybe this past summer. I don't know if this will work for you but what made me stop having them were my emotions. Anxiety attacks are more common than sleep paralysis in people; I've figured that out statistically 3 semesters ago in my KIN class, and what triggers anxiety are you mentality and emotions. I don't get anxiety, but sleep paralysis was pretty much my anxiety attacks.

Sorry for rambling, but I would say, star is to meditate. Meditate mayby 10, 15 minutes a day. Have all that negativity get out of you. I would invest money in lavendar too. Lavendar is suppose to help you have a more peaceful rest as so I read. Overall, try to be more of a positive person.

My friend told me it is astral projection when I told him my condition, but I don't get how it's astral projection when it hurts this bad. But, if it is astral projection, the next time you get paralyzed, try to switch your mindset around. Instead of panicking, maybe embrace it.

the banishing spells on here are really good - loom for banishing evil or spirits then instead of warding them off they'll simply go - and perform it during the waning moon - you should also burn banishing incense in the particular room where this spirit(s) dwell. im going to put the recipie on the site as i hope it will help many people going through similar problems. the ingridients are easy to find as well - i really hope this helps you our
blessed be

hey star i know this is kinda old post,but if i may be of some help,have you tried praying? if not the best way is to first repent for any past sin and ask God for help,if you have accepted Jesus in your heart,you can use his name in pray and in rebuking evil thoughts/spirits,by saying i rebuke this#__# in the name of Jesus,also reading the 91 pslam might help.be bless
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