Help for me

Eat the raw meat, and drink the blood. When it makes you sick, you will see that it isn't what you need. I suggest not only multivitamins, but multiminerals, too. I suspect you are deficient in something your body needs, no matter the blood results.

First thing first, Sorry if i am being rude but
The blood and raw meat doesn't make me sick at all.
Second can you please read carefully. I wrote i tried everything. Wouldn't that cover multivitamins, multi minerals and all of that sort.

I don't want your acceptance in this thing.
I just want an honest answer.
If its speculation you want to offer me or tell me go to doctor then please don't as i have already undergone those.

Let me just point out one more thing,
You are being a hypocrite, on one hand you say you believe in magic and on the other hand you don't want to believe in existence of something.
If you consult every sacred documents each of them have magic, supernatural beings which include vampires and werewolves.
I am not saying i am one but i am keeping an open mind.

If you don't believe me about the sacred documents thing, pick up any one and start reading they all include magical shamans, elementals, shapeshifters which include vampires and werewolves.

And please i am begging you all don't start the same thing about the doctors. They can't help me. I thought maybe magic could answer some of my questions but all you are doing is same as any other online forum board.

Do you guys really think that i don't know about doctors, psychiatrist or about medicine, meditation?

Again i have tried all the doctors, meditation and medicines. I am looking for an answer on more spiritual basis.
I am looking for help to understand why this is happening to me.

I even consulted astrologist on the matter and all they tell is that some planet is stopping my energy or something of that sort and they always give me one month time to get it right. But at the end of the month i am same.

have u tried stone magick

No.

You mentioned that you have been on medication to control these urges and that it was working up until about a year ago. That strongly suggests that this is a psychosomatic illness. You do need to talk to your doctor and let them know that the medications are no longer working. That often happens when one has been on a certain medication for some time. Perhaps an adjustment in your medications or a new medication to restore your equilibrium.

As to the rest of it, especially the chants that "produce drastic effects on people and the land" I suspect that this is either imaginary or role-playing.