The Coffee Shop

*sips coffee*

I got a real life fetch-quest.

*pours a cup of tea*

I am having the strongest memory. It is sad and it hurts. It wants to come out as a poem. I'm not sure I can.

*chugs coffee to prepare for upcoming all-nighters*
I have a buttload of projects that are all due soon because the semester is wrapping up, and half of them are group projects. I'm also in the process of moving again, so stuff is extra crazy with moving stuff between classes.

*stares at energy drink and twitches slightly*

This whole month is insanely busy for me. All of my classes have research papers, final tests, and independent projects essentially due from the 20th till the first week of May. I'm incredibly anxious right now and just want to survive the next four weeks so I can make it to summer.

*brings her Scooby Doo mug and orders a dark roast with minimal creamer*

So yesterday, I finally started drawing again. Apparently, Solas from Dragon Age: Inquisition was enough to break my art block, even if I'm only doodling him. But hey, it's a step in the right direction, yes? I even made a proper pencil brush in SAI for it, so it looks like traditional doodling. I might even recreate different levels, like ranging from 4H to 8B, and make tweaked versions. Now, if only I get the proper paint brushes to work...

*Downs anything in reach*

I swear all these projects are going to drive me insane. Two more weeks of this craziness. I'm not gonna make it. I'll write you all into my will.

I have been working literally non stop on my school work because I want to be in all honors classes sooo bad. I'm already in honors Chinese 2, but I want to be in honors Algebra 2 and honors Chemistry so I'm trying really hard to get in them both. Anyways, sorry for being pretty inactive but I haven't been able to do much else besides schoolwork. I hope you all are doing well. Byeee!

Last weekend I climbed some of my trees in my backyard. Since I live in Montana its pretty easy to find a tree. My volleyball team finally won a game which made me cry with happiness. I collected my materials for my earth meditation so i can do that soon.

*Hellenic Polytheist answers question about theology (directed specifically at them via ask box) in a way that fits with Hellenic Polytheism.*

Rest of Tumblr, mostly Kemetic and other Non-Hellenic Polytheists: Omg, this is so fucking toxic. Like you can be a servant all you fucking want, but I'm going to abuse my gods if they don't do their fucking job cause it is completely okay.

Then someone directly insults Kemetics on tumblr and shit goes crazy. Isn't it just grand? The world is burning. lolololololol

Strawberries and the same dark roast with minimal creamer today.

Do you honestly expect anything more or less from Tumblr's "Pagan" community? The level or turmoil and toxicity there is so loud that it drowns out any sane person there. Try checking out PagansUncensored, but only if you have the stomach to read a giant shitfest of negativity. I don't have such a stomach for it anymore. SoM may be considered a bad place on the whole, but it is nowhere near the level of Tumblr.

On other notes; yesterday, I decided to become a healer in earnest. I also got the CUTEST FRICKIN SUCCULENTS EVER. They were left behind and customer service because someone didn't want them, and I couldn't understand why because they are so adorable and they are now my babies.

*hoards all the plants like a crazy cat lady*

Whatchu gon' do about it? 8I