Zacc, in my opinion there is no such word as "can't".
If you believe there is then you will believe that you cannot do something, that if you really put your mind to, you could.
Again, it's all about programming..
For example instead of saying "I can't do it" why not say "That was just a little setback, but I can do it" instead?
Within time you will get there. You just need to be patient and positive.
Re: Where are powerful spells By: Perdurabo / Novice
Post # 16 Jan 07, 2009
I wouldn't even call it a setback. Just part of the plan. If you don't plan for mishaps, you need to rewrite your plan.
There isn't any one key or path here. There are at least a few people you could talk to here, as well as a lot of reading on ego death.
On my own path I did some study on the ego as according to freud and jung. It helps to be able to identify what actions and reactions are wrought from ego.
After which you can learn to supress and eventually obliterate these actions and reactions. Perception as we know it is a trick from the ego. Step one: realize that nothing is what it is, and you yourself are not you. Rather you are everyone and no one.
Re: Where are powerful spells By: Perdurabo / Novice
Post # 20 Jan 08, 2009
Time is synthetic. I will agree that it takes a lot of practice. A lot of meditation. A lot of reading. A lot of reading. A lot of reading. Lol.
Time is what is or is what it isn't. Days, weeks, months, years. All the same and the world spins on. You try and try for ten years, with nothing to show, the same as a load of other people. Then you find all you needed was a nudge in a different direction. And even then some don't acheive what you wish to acheive.
Have you ever thought maybe your path is just to be one of spiritual excellence? I will promise you over and over again, that once you've touched enlightenment, everything you can see, and touch seems no more than trivial.
All this said, we know you can't produce lightening from your fingertips....I'd be a fibber if I said I could...on this plain. We know you can't manipulate fire, or perform telekinesis. I'll attest that telepathy is a lot easier than kinesis....can you do that? can you astral project? Do you meditate regularly? I guess all I'm getting at here is if you can let us know how far your practice has gotten you, even spiritually on a soul level, maybe I or someone else could help you deternmine what our next step should be.
Re: Where are powerful spells By: Perdurabo / Novice
Post # 22 Jan 15, 2009
I have a spirit board, or witch board, or talking board, or whichever, and I use it frequently. I actually designed it into the top of my altar. :P
Anyway I would hardly call it "hardcore". It's pretty harmless actually. But that's just me talking.