pease i beg of you, help

we for sure screw up in our lives some screw ups are sometimes unrepairable. some seem to be unlivable. I have learnedthat looking on yesterday and thinking about tomorrow only pisses on today and that makes the whole 24 hours miseralbe. I have learned too that to make living amends on a daily basis makes life more doable. and that means learning from the past ,not closing the door on the past but not to dwell on it. then Not to do that again .. it dont mean that your rela

but LArch if he really is having problems with eating he needs help.

I think you should forget about her and go on with your own life. I know it's hard but as a Buddhist I believe that desires only weight you down. For example, you got married, you insulted her/did something bad (sorry I don't know exactly what you did) she left you and now your suffering physically and mentally.

If you had never married in the first place this would never happened. With magick you can speed up and slow down time but you can't go back in time.

If we didn't screw up at all in our whole entire life time, then we would be androids, robots! it is a natural and human thing that is for a purpose im sure.

Things happen for a reason and if nothing happened then nothing would change and it would be perfect which is a horrible demise for even the most cruel person on earth.

So just suck it up, and stop dwelling on the past and look into the future, you only live once so make it count. and i hate to say this but you need to accept the fact that she's gone for good, if it was that bad that she wont answer her phone or text's then its over. So just accept it and start with a brand new slate. :)

I felt this same way about stuff that happened a couple of months ago. I lost all two best friends and the love of my life. I would have, and still would, do anything to turn back time and fixed what happened.
but it all happened for a reason dear. Yeah it might hurt right now but it'll get better.
I promise.