I found your forum after browseing the web looking for information on a subject and decided to join. A lil background on myself. I 24yrs old I am not a relgious person by any means. But i do have a strong sense that there is something more than what we are. I believe in nature and the strength and the spirituality that comes from it.In some ways i am a total noob to a lot of this and in someways not so please excuse me if I do not use the proper termonology for things on occassion.
Ive come in search of information and guidance on a certain problem I am facing and to do that i most provide some history so that everything is made clear so bear with me. When i was younger for 6yrs i had one gf from late middle school all the way out of highschool. she was a year behind me in school so i waited a year so we could go to college together we both got accepted to where we wanted to go. I had asked her to marry me and she was pregnant with our daughter. She was a witch and was very much involved in it. So i became involved a lil by association over the years. And picked up on a few of the beliefs.
Over the years she developed and helped guide me strengthing my abilites. Mainly my powers of observance to notice all that is around me. My downfall from this as it where is i have a tendency to be a person who is always awake very late into the night and into the morning. And this is not from caffeine or anything else i generally am a night person but I also never remember any of my dreams ever. Back to the story at hand.
One day while coming to see me while she was still in her senior year she was involved in an automobile accident someone ran her off the road and her explorer hit an oak tree. At that time she passed away.
Now im going to fast forward from then to about 8 months ago. Someone came into my life in a major way at that time unlike anybody else besides her. Somehow we where drawn together and became the best of friends. I could see things in her i saw in my first gf there's eyes where the same. She has a gypsy heritage descendent from kisvarday hungary, and is a witch herself. Over the past few months she has been doing many troubling things and our friendship is all but gone if its still there at all.
But now i truely fear for her. The last 3 weeks a vampire has made his way into her life. And i observe many troubling things. This last friday i became very ill and very angry and did not know why i was lashing out at everyone i talked i was combative to say the least. I feel asleep that night and woke up the next morning to feeling like i had just been in a fight. I had a bruise on my left arm, the muscle on my right forearm that met my bicep was very sore, my shoulder had a dark bruise and could not take any weight on the arm, along with my back bruised around my right kidney.
I come to find out last sunday that she had brought him here to my town to meet her spiritual sister for the first time who has been my advisor for the last 6 months in some ways. I truely do believe i was attacked some how by him.
I still care about her very much even though we are not on the best terms. My fear though is that she may turn against me with him. I hold no ill intent or wish to do harm. Any suggestions, thoughts or ideas you might have. I have faced her personal demons with her in the past and do not want to see the work gone to waste. I implore you all for your help on what i can do to help my friend and defend myself from this person , and thank you for the time you took to read all this.
Thank you i will give it a try. I dont think he can harm me from where he lives its to far away, im only vulnerable when he's in my town. Is there anything though i can do to help her though to free her from him? I've fought her demons as if they where my own and conquered them, but never had i had to deal with an actual person before.
