First off, I'd like to say that I'm very serious about this.
I'm also an adult, so I'd like if whoever replied to this didn't talk out their ass or ask me how to turn and stuff like that.
Thank you.
I was awakened last summer, so I still pretty new at this whole feeding thing.
I hate feeding, Blood feeding btw, but if I don't do it, I start getting really sick.
Stomach pains, throwing up, I faint, etc.
So I only feed three times a month, because I don't want to become addicted to it. But not getting blood makes me get really sick, and I'm afraid I might hurt someone.
So, how many times should I feed a month?
well you could eat grain sprouts,
which is also living food.
so can have their essence.
I'd also suggest loose fruit tea,
mainly of different kinds of berries,
they'll give you the antioxidants you crave.
Also berry tea typically looks red.
I have 0.5 to 1lt daily.
It sounds like your body isn't interested in the blood or the energy it contains, so in all likelihood you didn't 'awaken' at all - and you're just a normal human being.
There's really nothing wrong with that. I guarantee you that if you stop drinking blood, everything will be fine once you shake off your self-induced psychosomatic symptoms.
Also, as much as I wish I wasn't I vampire I am.
And I am interested in blood, but I fight it.
I don't wanna be a monster, but whenever I go a while without it and I start feeding, I just can't stop and it scares me.
Drinking blood will actually result in the symptoms that you describe. The iron content causes vomiting, stomach cramps, etc. This is, in part, why your dentist will use suction to keep blood flows from draining down to your stomach, fighters spit and rinse when their mouth is full of blood, etc. Your stomach is not built to handle it.
You will not get addicted to it any more than you will any other food type.
There is no evidence of there being a true physical need to drink blood; testing has been performed and there is no actual physical illness of the body. It is almost entirely mental.
This is not necessarily true in terms of psi vampires, wherein documented cases of illness have been explored.
Hey Chaosxbliss, I'm sorry to hear about your condition. You in fact actually inspired me to do some research. You dont need to feed on blood to survive. I've started a new thread just for you. There are solutions and medical ones
Just one last thing... you werent awakened sweetheart. You had an attack and have been talking to the wrong people. You are not a vampire. Please read the thread titled "Help for Blood Vampires".
