Bound as infant?

Before I was born, my birth mother decided to give me up for adoption, as did my birth father. This hasn't been an issue with me until recently. I found out through work with friends that my magic has been bound. We think it was done at my root chakra, because I am very disconnected from the earth, can only notice the barest traces of magic (and it m=has to be incredibly strong or directly at me, for me to notice at all). Also I am unable to use any of my own energy and even my friend who is an "energy vampire" cannot take from me.

I know it's starting to weaken, because I've slowly been able to notice more and do more. Meditation and trancing has helped significantly, and with help I was able to "see" the binding in my mind's eye. I know that the outer most layer is thorny, and made from earth energy. Inside that I'm not sure, but I've been told by other friends (through a lot of divination work) that if I can get through the earth part the rest should be burned with fire and then cooled by air.

However, we don't know how to do this. I'm looking for any suggestions for spells, any resources, or whatever can be suggested.

Thank you, and blessed be.

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And I mention my adoption because we believe it had to have been done when I was still an infant or even in the womb. From what we can tell it's rather complex.

Thank you, and Blessed be

not to be rude but somethings are better left alone breaking the spell could kill you or even worse

Well you said it yourself, with meditation its wearing off, so just keep going with this.

I don't understand why you would be bound as a child. Did your birth-parents have any affiliation with magic?

I would like to know more, if you don't mind. I think there must of been a reason you were bounded.

Let it disipate on its own it was trust me some things are better left the way they are. PM if you truly wish to continue with your plans but think on it

break it, dont let others decide your life. keep meditating, and try having your friends create energy that is "toxic" to the thorns, try making them wither with this energy.

then go from there.

I am not sure it will help, but I have had wonderful success with black tourmaline crystal, heals root chakra and is protective.

I very much agree with all that suggest meditation and exploration with the basic energy manipulation from your friends. I also very much doubt that any such energy manipulation removing any such binding will kill you.

It could kill him because he could possibly have a lot of power ,(which would explain the binding), and it could last act of protection from the life they had