ok i know this may sound stupid but i believe i am an awakening vampire. I have head aches and feeling sick all the time when in the sun the doctors cant find anything wrong, i have burning in my throat all the time again doctors say its fine, my eyes go white and misty in the sun , opticians say im very very very sensitive to light.Everybody thinks im alot younger than i actually am. I cannot get to sleep at night but can through the day, in the dark i have a strong urge to bite and growl i have to bite my arm to control this.
I was greatly popular however people became bored with me over a week ( i read this happens to vampires not sure if its true or not), i am very pale even tho i have used fake tan everybody keeps saying how pale i am. i dont know whether it relates or not but i had a dream that i was running so fast then i stopped in a church yard and started sucking this random boys neck i felt the blood trickle down my neck but in the morning i had a great burning sensation all day. Also when i see a cut i cannot stop staring and i seem to want to lick my lips i have no idea why, you see i have been researching alot about vampires lately and i have discovered alot of vampire traits that i have. And please dont give me any stupid answers like they dont exist or anything thanks in advance
I think your over-exaggerating your... "feelings". It has been known that alot of people who really want to be something, they tend to over-exaggerate these things and think they are turning into whatever it is they are obsessed with. So, in truth, there is no such thing as vampires. If you don't believe me, have you ever seen a vampire in real life? A real one that drinks peoples blood and has "super-strength" and whatever it is that vampires are known for...
so you get a headache in the sun, big deal, so do I. I also like the dark a lot. these don't make me a vampire, and as far as the week long popularity, vampires are either known to be very popular or grotesque creatures that nobody wants to be around. there is no one week popular-two week not. sensitivity to light, your eyes are good. pale, big deal--fake tan, should be darker than you were before you entered.
I associate with a lot of vampire traits, but I don't believe that I have become one of the undead. if you did believe that you were a vampire, I find it highly unlikely that you would come to the internet posting that you were. you wouldn't want the religious fanatics coming after you to cleave your head off and burn your body, oh and don't forget the staking and exposure to crosses.
me and my friend are vampires i know people say that vampires not nixt but i am one and my friend so whut people thank vampires are not nixt ther wrong.
Re: A vampire awakening ? By: WhiteRav3n / Knowledgeable
Post # 6 Jun 30, 2011
Anyone can have an "awakening", it is a term that basically means that you're becoming attuned to your spirit. People call it by many names. Your body will always be human but souls are not necessarily human in the way we perceive them. With as many different types of spiritual beings, you're bound to bump into an incarnated one at some point in your life, if not many. Otherkin generally do not like people and stay to themselves. This is why you will rarely see one on a forum such as this. They wouldn't want to socialize in the public and if they do they wouldn't talk much, perhaps in a small private community.
I wouldn't jump to "vampire" or any other physical world term to discover more about your spirit. I would focus on meditation and tapping into your higher Self, perhaps do some past life memory recall techniques, astral projection and find out from a spiritual perspective who you really are soul wise. Death magick users have quite a lot in common with the modern "vampire" details, many dark arts do. "Vampire" has only become the "cool" term to use because it is so widely acknowledged in media.
Instead of looking for outward resources to describe how you are feeling. I would suggest looking inward and discover it through the only source of knowledge you will find the true answers, yourself.
No one here can tell you who you are. Only you can. So don't ask us, ask yourself. Do some soul searching.
