I'm really new to the site and I'm looking for help and guidance. You see since I was little I have been able to feel presences, dark presences. I know some people believe in spirits and good spirits. These "spirits" I have come to know are not the past life of humans but demons. Both regular demons, and demons taking on the life of a dead person and projecting as them, some not even realizing what they even are. You may disagree with me, and that is completely fine. But in my experience this is what they told me.
Well anyways, a few years ago I was able to communicate with them. They told me answers to things, told me things I wanted to know or that I needed to know. There was one in particular that was always there, that never left my side. It was useful, but then it became awfully frightening. They would invade my thoughts, they wanted to do bad things, etc. So I ignored it the best I could and have left it be. Never looking back.
Now I am drawn back to it. I want to be able to master this, what they told me was a "gift and curse". I had never really had any guidance before this. It was something I did on my own. I did not summon "demons" just happened to find them, or they would find me etc. There is a lot of other stuff, to add, but I think it's best brought up with questions.
If anyone could help in any way at all, that would be AMAZING!!!! Or if anyone has gone through this before, I would love for someone to share!!! Please PLease PLEASE!!!!
Your post is very interesting Aspara and i am very into demons and demonology. I don't know a whole lot about them in particular but i know that everyone views and believes in demons differently. Some people believe that they are evil(from christian views). But some people believe that demons are not evil at all. They are just misunderstood. But in experience always be careful with spirits of any kind no matter what they are. Just always make sure you have protection when dealing with spiritual entities.
I also thought that demons where evil because i didn't really know much about them in the time. But by learning about them and where they come from helped me gained more experience with them. Some demons come to us to help with guidence in life or to give us spiritual advice. It really all depends on how and what you believe in.
I have actually met a few demons here and there. And not so bad. I was actually thinking on making my own demonology BOS, to put all the information i know on demons etc.
Do you know what kind or who they where? did they say their names? some demons can come in forms that you feel comfortable with. Same thing with other spiritual entities such as gods or goddesses.
First of all 'true' demons will always 'lie'. They will tell you what you 'want' to hear to 'get' what they want which is NOT always what YOU may want. 'IF" you want to continue this then your going to need some 'protection'. Find someone who can create a sacred item for you so that 'should' you get into trouble you have a way out. Make it yourself if your good enough but DONT trust a demon's word on what to do as it would be 'skewed' .
Wow well if you ever write it or complete it, I would love to read it!
There are different kinds, and all different kinds of personalities and ya, some are evil.
They did not share their names. If you know a demons true name, then you have an advantage over them. They usually have nick names or side names, never their true names. (At least in my experience)
I really did not see them, mostly just hear them, but I did get to see a few true forms, which was disturbing to say the least. There were a few who came as children child, many people, (i have a theory about ghosts really being demons, that is really different) a wolf as well I think. This was mind you, a couple years ago.
I met several low ranking demons, and a few medium ranking, one very high ranked demon. (ranking = power)
My knowledge has slipped from me and some of it I try to forget, but I want all the knowledge back so I can face this thing and figure it out :)
Yes I am also familiar with this.
The main demon I talked to was in it from the beginning.
I have never trusted demons mind you, I would listen and get help.
I don't know how I would make one or who could make one for me. Any advice on how I could find someone or something or how to do it?
'make one' ? Your mean creating an 'avatar' for lack of a better word. This is a thought creation that does your bidding and can after time have a life of its own. Be careful with doing that as they can get out of control without proper control over them. Newbies should NOT do this kind of thing as you would lack the power to control it later. Should it gain its OWN life then it would no longer be 'yours'....
What you have is a gift not a curse believe me the last thing you want to do is get rid of this its something you were given to use trust me you can do much good with this just make sure to keep yourself safe don't do anything extremely evil at all but keep this gift you will do many good things with this trust me i read this post i hurry and made this account so i could say this its not a curse don't remove it its powerful and scary but you could save someone's life or even better with this
