Disturbing BoS I was give

Hello,

So, my girlfriend gave me her grandfathers BoS. Shocked to find out that there was any occult activity in her family, she says she doesn't know much of it but her mum use to talk about how her grandfather dabbled with all sorts of occult activity/spirituality.
He passed away in 1998, and they only just started cleaning out his room as they have a new baby on the way. She found the BoS, and knew my interests in the spiritual world and gave it to me.

I'm only a quarter way through it, and there is some pretty DISTURBING stuff, but very interesting. On the front he quoted Aleister Crowley "Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law". I decided I didn't want it to go to waste, but didn't know who would be interested in listening. So I'll just leave a few entries on here that I found interesting. For the sake of privacy reasons, I'll disclose his name, and other names he has mentioned I will replace them with a ****.

Also, I do not claim I believe in anything that is being said in his BoS. I'm only posting what he has written (some of it doesnt even make any sense, or I have trouble reading it).

18/4
Werewolfves/lcans: They are not wolfves in their physical form but they are wolfves in their astral form. In physical life they have sharp teeth and they have a big glutton for meat
(Picture drawn with a depiction of what they look like both in astral, and physical form)

(No date given)
Name *****
Location Ohio
Dangerous, she has under control 2 demons **** and ****. Both djinns *** is highly aggressive. She claims to be the key to the portal that can let demons through to our physical world.
She has killed before
She calls herself ****** ******


20/3
Why is it that I have the attraction for the site of pain?
(Scribbled indistinguishable) Why am I pleasured when I see someone struggle in pain? Why am I different to others?

20/7
A disturbance in the astral planes is recorded during mid July. It was a fight for respect. And higher beings were being seen in the lower section of the planes.

June 20th Monday 12:34pm
A demon was hunting our group. I was in the group, a victim was found unconcious. If you were captured by this demon, I was warned from ***** if you made sudden movements whilst captured, it takes your soul.
The demon goes through a list of ten things that would cause pain in ascending order from the least painful to the most painful. I made myself up to the 9th spot we're it said "if your daddy never made you". It was the most painful thing I have ever felt.
Pain is different over there, it feels as if all the pain occurs in the base of your body. I woke up to the pain and flundered backwards. I took a glimpse of the lists before I woke up. On the top of that list it said (scribbled indistinguishable) 12:00 2:00.

That entry goes for about 5 pages where he talks about how similar it is on "the other side", except society is different and being run by "Governors" who torture people with their worst fear. I'll post more as I read into it. Only a quarter into it at the moment.

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Hmm...

Only just beginning to read his take on kundalini. Very interesting, will post another day.

sounds neat. certain things sound accurate, like the werewolf clan looking like wolves in the astral. it does sound interesting overall but without reading it myself, can't exactly say it's real or not. maybe it is, the guy though seems to dabble in the more paranormal aspects, might have had some strong psychic abilities too.

why would demons take peoples souls and how he talks about them makes no sense to me this sounds like some RP mixed in or something idk but it doesnt make much sense

Very intresting.

There's nothing creepy about the Law of Thelema, but the rest seems pretty trippy.

Yes this is very neat. As to why a demon would take someones soul, well why would a human harm someone? Im not saying all demons are "evil" but there not saints either.

Interesting, there are some things that I haven't encountered yet, but some of this I can relate to...

demons get enery by taking souls.its not role play.it happens.thats why im satanists

I found nothing disturbing about it. He obviously did most of his work spiritually. The spirit world is far from hearts and flowers. I've seen some very disturbing things, and what is written there doesn't come close to it. The only thing I disagree with is the werewolf thing, but it could have just been that he was intuitively clairvoyant and saw the spirit in a way that helped him to distinguish personality and behavior. And he explained the behavior and personality he associated it with.

What I DO find disturbing is that you're sharing someone's very private information on the web. Shame on you! The dead should be respected. For your sake, I hope this poor man's spirit has mercy on you because I wouldn't. I would rather my books be burned than be put out in public and if someone decided to share it openly like you have, words could not describe the fury and hatred I would feel. So good luck with that...